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| well i guess im to the point where i can leave one last entry...........in memory of J. so here is all i think i should say.
I'm just so tired wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye
i hope that i'll find you in heaven cause i'm so lost without you down here.
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| so i saw this thing at church at the beginning of this school year. it was about this boy who had sarapulsy (i cant spell) and he became completely paralyzed mentally and physically. well his dream growing up was to be in a triathlon. obviously, for him to complete his wish, was impossible himself. this is amazing..........his father trains for years and years so that not only can he do the triathlon, but so that he can carry his crippled son along with him. he swam (swum? not sure) 2.4 miles with his son in a raft that is attatched to the dad's ankle. then he biked 112 miles with his son on an extra seat. and finally, (with tears in my eyes) he ran 26.2 miles carrying his son on his back or in his arms. now this is where im getting and the most amazing part of my point..........God tells us in His Word that he loves us 8 billion times more than that by simply telling us in, im not sure what book, THE WORD says " we are sinners and of this world, and look at the gifts we can give to others, Our Father is completely Holy, imagine the gifts He can give us." how powerful is that? all of this leads to a decision i've made. i need to stop worrying about unimportant matters, and i think we all should. its a guaranteed fact that if you go to God and trust in the Lord, your plans wll succeed. -Proverbs 16:3. This whole year ive worried about stupid pointless things like having a girlfriend and things like that and was so blind to the fact that God was waiting on me. Well no more stupid stuff for me! My prayer is that YOU will keep me accountable of that??!?! Anyways..........i guess thats it for now, i'll catch ya on the flipside. | | |
| i think im gonna take my chances, i hope its not cool to fake romances.- D.C. | | |
| sleep with all the lights on youre not so happy youre not secure. whats a boy to do? | | |
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I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.
You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.
I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else. | | |
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